I can’t take it anymore. I have to change something in my life because living with Doc and our kids makes me frustrated. I undoubtedly love my husband in spite of the fact that I am only fourteen years old. He helped Fred and me when my brother and I faced problems and became orphans. He gave me confidence and I appreciate him for that. Doc and children try to make all the conditions for me to feel happy. I don’t even have to lift a finger because all the housework is done by our daughters. But I am still not happy. Doc doesn’t understand that all I need is freedom. We are not alike and that’s why he can’t understand what I want so now I have thoughts about leaving him. But it is his mistake. He shouldn’t have fell in love with a wild animal. It wasn’t unexpected that I will ran off him and children one day because I am not a person who can pretend to be happy not to hurt someone’s feelings. I have to choose which option is better in this tough situation so I choose doing everything for reaching my own goals. I don’t know what happens to me without my family but at least I know that I’ll have freedom, which is more important for me than having a family. I think I will miss Doc as our relationship was full of love but it wasn’t enough for me.
